Voice Of Hope Chap 4

"What a suddenly question?! But no as you can see we partners in job." I supposed get shout after ask things like that so sudden, I was surprised from the kind and the politely act of Leo's father. I smiled softly and sighed, "Sorry for the suddenly question but I can ask something?" He looked at me and nodded, "Ask before my break will over." I nodded back, "Yesterday what both are did next to the hospital?" I looked at him and waited, 'It's a personality question I wonder if he will answer me, but I hope so just like that Leo will stop worry'. Moment of silence past and I felt so awkward and started sweat, I swallowed my spit and looked down. "I'm very sorry for that question."

Leo came out from the corner he was in, and walked to his father with heavy steps. "Son?!" he looked at his father, and it's looked like he was about to cry. "Answer!! Answer him, I want to know your answer too!!" he shouts and all the eyes in the office were on us. "Leo…" I holded his shoulder for make him know I'm with him, I so wanted supports him. His tears broke out from his eyes and started run on his face, his father and all around keep on silence. "Leo let's go from here." I started to pull him gently to the way out, but his father suddenly stand and we looked at him. All the eyes around was on us, its felt more awkward, I just wanted go and leave it behind.

"Leo please listen to me, there nothing you need worry about. I not dating with her, we're just friends but…" He looked down, and the silence backed to rule. "My health not so well, I fainted and she took me to hospital. I'm work too hard so my health drooped down, but I got a free month for rest from the next week." He looked up to his son; Leo's tears kept running out. "Isn't it great? We going to spend more time together, you, me and mom." Leo broke down on his knees, "How can its be great when I know now that your health are bad, I happy that you can be home now. You never come home till midnight. I'm happy but sad, I so confused. I was so worry that you will break with mom, because you never home and you spend more time with that women." Leo covered his face with his hands; his tears ran out more and more.  

The break in the office ended 5 minutes ago, but no one backed work. All looked at Leo that broke on his knees and cried, his dad came to him slowly. I saw in his eyes have feeling of guiltier, I felt so bad for Leo. 'What I doing?!, stand and look at my friend crying on the floor?!' after thought this way I got it , I said in my mind the word :friend: I really got that kind of person after long time alone. "Leo, stand! There nothing to cry about. Your father got free month for rest, he will be ok. You got time to be with your dad, come on be happy!" I hopped its will help him because I felt so thankful to him. Leo stands and wiped his tears, "You right. I'm glad for be able to be with you more dad, I will back home now and will wait for you to return." His father nodded and smiled, all the office smiled too. Everyone around backed to work even Leo's dad. I took Leo back to his home; I waved to him while go in my way to my house.

I backed home, then I started feel lonely so I sang. I liked to sing I always did it; in my first house I did it a lot. Everyday I sang, it's was the only thing that made me feel happy. The loneliness in my first house did threatens to strangle me, the tears in my eyes always tried break out and cover my little heart with sadness. A lonely guy it's what I am, guy without hope or anything. My heart beat's always ran fast at the sight of kids laughing, I felt like I going to hate everything. It's what I've felt, but when I started to sing my heart cleaned up from all the bad feelings and I could smile again. It's was my life way, and I accepted the sing as my only reason to stay in that life.

My song end and I opened my eyes, I took deep breath and smile came on my face. I turned my face to the window when suddenly heard someone clamp hands, I couldn't believe that but there was one girl that listened to me. My heart did start bumping fast, 'she heard me?! She did hear me! Why that happened… why now?'

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Voice Of Hope Chap 3

After a while we arrived, I didn't want get in his room. "Come on you wanted visit him too!" Leo called me for get in. "I guess I not have a choice." I sighed and came in, It's been long time!." Yotomi said and smiled, he didn't look  well. "Yeah, I guess so." I looked away, "So how do you feel?" I asked. "I'm fine, just the food in this hospital not so good!" He replayed me and giggled.

Leo looked out from the window when we talked. "Leo, why are you keep your mouth close?" Yotomi stared at him. "You have to tell something while come visit someone!" Leo didn't replay, it's looked like he was stuck in something else. I walked to him and poked his shoulder, "What the hell your problem? Yotomi talk to you and you not answer?!" Leo didn't answer me as well. It's  annoyed me and I did shut the window, Leo turned away and went out. 

The day ended, I backed home, and the reaction of Leo after I'v shut the window backed to my mind. It's was 3:00am, my phone did ring, it's was Leo. "What are you want in the middle of the night?" I answer sleepy to my phone. He said he outside nest to my house, I opened the door and he came in. "What happened? why you here?"

"I'm sorry of disturb you but I'v had a problem and I've leave my home!" He said without look at me, I was sleepy and confused. I gave him stay in my house until the morning, we slept and woke up in the morning. No was school in this day because the weather, " It's time to talk!" I told to Leo. "I want you to tell me what going on!" He looked at me and then looked down, "It's just that lately my parents fight a lot, and when we was in the hospital with Yotomi..." he looked down and swallowed his spit like was stuck in his throat. "I've seen my dad with another woman out side, I almost sure they gonna part."He clenched his fist, I stared at him. "How do you know if it's right? maybe its was business meeting." I looked at him and then did grab his hand and pull him out with me. "To where you take me?" He looked at me surprised. "We going check it, if he really dating with another women or not!" We arrived to the place that Leo's father work in , and searched for him. When we found him he was talk with one women, "She is the women from before." Leo told me and look at them sadly, I went to there and smiled to Leo's father. "Hey are you two have something together?" His father looked at me with weird look , Leo was afraid and shocked when i went there and asked it. It's was a moment of silence until Leo's father opened his mouth for answer me.

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Voice Of Hope Chap 2

"So we'll stay with you for hear what the doctor say." Leo looked at me and waited for me to replay him, I knew if I'll say no that noisy guy won't leave me. I sighed and nodded, "ok!"

They took me home and after the doctor said I can't walk for while and they saw I'm alone in the house they stayed with me for the night. The night passed fast, the morning came, it's was nice day. I looked outside from the window next to my bed; I saw little bird on my window and smiled. "Good morning!" Yotomi get in my room with the meal. "You wasn't need stay here I can get along by myself." I glared at him and started to eat. "Don't be the lonely wolf, maybe you can care of yourself but it's easier with friends." He smiled to me as he saw I'm enjoyed from the meal. "Where is Leo?" I asked and stared at him. "Haha! He still sleeps like a big bear in the winter." He replayed.

They went to school and came to me in the breaks they had. I thought it's annoying but it's nice when someone care of you. Yotomi gave me the homework, and then he came with sudden question. "Why are you acts like that to people around you?"

"I just don't used to be with lot of peoples…" I looked at the clock in my phone, 6pm o'clock. "You not need back home Yotomi?"

"Don't worry to me, no one in my home now so I can stay." He smiled to me, "So you never had friends before?!"

"No, but its fine for me! I don’t mind."

"You can accept me as your friend?" he smiled to me kindly. I thought little and answered, "No thanks, I not need your pity!"

"Pity?! Of what are you talking?"

"Don't play dumb!" I looked at him annoyed," You not different from the other! I already know this game; I won't fall to it again!!"

"G-game? I think you have mistaken, I'm just wanted be your friend. I see you not trust me yet so it's ok. I will make you trust me and we will be friends one day!" He smiled, I didn't got him, why he want so much be my friend?

One week after when I backed to school I didn't say Yotomi, the only one that came visit me was Leo. "Hey Kori, I'm glad see you backed!" I heard Leo voice from the distance, I was little worry. Maybe I did hurt him or something?! I didn't know why I didn't saw Yotomi for so long. "Huh?! Earth to Kori, you still connects?!" Leo poked me on my forehead. "Oh, hi!" I looked at him, my mind was in another planet in this moments. "Just hi?! You ok?" He looked at me worry. "Yeah, I'm fine thanks." I replayed, "Where is Yotomi?"

"Yotomi is sick; you can come with me to see him after school." He answered and smiled. "Never! Why to me to come with you?! Don't wait to me." I said and went with heavy steps to the class.

After the last lesson I ran out, I didn't want to go with him somehow. I don't want be close to this two; if I will it'll be problem. "Did you heard? Yotomi is in hospital, its look like when he backed home after visited the new student he had accident." I heard some students talked, he got hurt after what I told him, I thought that it's my fault to the class. "I waited you!" Leo stand there waited for me, it's looked like he knew I will back. "I'm…."

"It's ok; it's not your fault. Yotomi is not so careful so he had little accident, I'm sure he is already shout there on the doctors. He can be annoying when he sick, I already passed it." He did stop me and said it, then he winked to me and we went to the hospital. 

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Voice Of Hope

I saw from the window one bird, I thought that bird is lonely as me. I opened the window n sang to the little bird, and another birds did came. I had my voice, it’s the only thing I thought that good in me. Whole the time I always sang, day and night, I not had friends just the birds that always came to listen me sing. Yeah it's was my life, until now, I moved to another city now I need study in high school like all. I was preferred to stay in the place I was in, I'm afraid of the real world.

"Hey watch out!" I heard someone shout before he did hit me, "ugh! What your problem you can't see to where you run?" I shouted angry. That boy ignored from me and continues in his way, thought that if all the people like him someone can die in the street and no one will care. I never was can do things like that; I always took care of everything. In my past when I saw animal hurt I ran to help it, it’s the same if I see people hurt.

"My my, so we have new guy in the class, what a problem!" some students talked in my class and glared at me. I looked at them anger and they ran out from the class, "Waa!! Lets go it’s a devil!" they shouted it when ran out. One guy get in the class n sat next to me, "hello, you new here?" he asked me and smiled. I ignored n glared at him annoyed. "Oh, I not like them don't worry. I just want to meet you." He smiled and gave me cookie. "I'm not little kid for you to give me that!" I said and looked at him anger. "Its not the reason I gave u that, just eat it. The cookie of my mother really good, its make feel better. You look upset." He replayed me. I ate the cookie, it's really was good. The teacher gets in and called me to introduce myself. "I'm Kori Minuro, nice to meet you all." I returned to my place.

"You don't think the new guy is strange?"

"Yeah you right he really strange, even when Leo was nice to him he acted bad!"

Two girls started talk about me, I glared at them and they ran out. The teacher was shocked of that, "someone here can tell me what going on?" the teacher asked. Before someone tell it's was because of me the door did open. "I'm sorry, I didn't come in time. I looked for the class until now." The guy said and panted. "It's ok Ratabi now back to your place!" the teacher said and the guy came and sat behind me. "You the new guy no? I'm Yotomi Ratabi! Nice to meet you" He introduced himself to me and I thought, here another noisy smiley guy. The guy that sat next to me introduced himself too, "I'm Leo Tobashi, I hope we'll be good friends!"

The day passed and I ran out from the class, hoped I won't meet them again.

"Oh Minuro-san why you ran you will fall?" Yotomi called to me after he saw me when he finished meeting of student council. I noticed him and fell on my face, "ugh!! Thanks you! With your big mouth it's really happened!" I shouted at him angry. He helped me stand and touched my face. "Is it's hurt?" he asked and looked at me. I pushed him off, "ugh! Yeah and don't touch me, you did enough!"

I ran from there for not being with that guy, but I didn't notice and ran into Leo and fell again. "Oh, I'm sorry you ok?" Leo asked while Yotomi ran to us. "Ugh! I think I twisted my ankle!" I said and stroked my ankle. "I'm really sorry; I'll take you to the school nurse." Leo said worried. "No! Take me to my home. I will call to doctor from there. "I can't give you go home like that! I made that I can't just do nothing!!" Leo looked at me worried. "I'm worry too I want help!" Yotomi got in.

"You two are noisy!!" are shout at them annoyed, "Just take me home!" 

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