"What a suddenly question?! But no as you can see we partners in job." I supposed get shout after ask things like that so sudden, I was surprised from the kind and the politely act of Leo's father. I smiled softly and sighed, "Sorry for the suddenly question but I can ask something?" He looked at me and nodded, "Ask before my break will over." I nodded back, "Yesterday what both are did next to the hospital?" I looked at him and waited, 'It's a personality question I wonder if he will answer me, but I hope so just like that Leo will stop worry'. Moment of silence past and I felt so awkward and started sweat, I swallowed my spit and looked down. "I'm very sorry for that question."
Leo came out from the corner he was in, and walked to his father with heavy steps. "Son?!" he looked at his father, and it's looked like he was about to cry. "Answer!! Answer him, I want to know your answer too!!" he shouts and all the eyes in the office were on us. "Leo…" I holded his shoulder for make him know I'm with him, I so wanted supports him. His tears broke out from his eyes and started run on his face, his father and all around keep on silence. "Leo let's go from here." I started to pull him gently to the way out, but his father suddenly stand and we looked at him. All the eyes around was on us, its felt more awkward, I just wanted go and leave it behind.
"Leo please listen to me, there nothing you need worry about. I not dating with her, we're just friends but…" He looked down, and the silence backed to rule. "My health not so well, I fainted and she took me to hospital. I'm work too hard so my health drooped down, but I got a free month for rest from the next week." He looked up to his son; Leo's tears kept running out. "Isn't it great? We going to spend more time together, you, me and mom." Leo broke down on his knees, "How can its be great when I know now that your health are bad, I happy that you can be home now. You never come home till midnight. I'm happy but sad, I so confused. I was so worry that you will break with mom, because you never home and you spend more time with that women." Leo covered his face with his hands; his tears ran out more and more.
The break in the office ended 5 minutes ago, but no one backed work. All looked at Leo that broke on his knees and cried, his dad came to him slowly. I saw in his eyes have feeling of guiltier, I felt so bad for Leo. 'What I doing?!, stand and look at my friend crying on the floor?!' after thought this way I got it , I said in my mind the word :friend: I really got that kind of person after long time alone. "Leo, stand! There nothing to cry about. Your father got free month for rest, he will be ok. You got time to be with your dad, come on be happy!" I hopped its will help him because I felt so thankful to him. Leo stands and wiped his tears, "You right. I'm glad for be able to be with you more dad, I will back home now and will wait for you to return." His father nodded and smiled, all the office smiled too. Everyone around backed to work even Leo's dad. I took Leo back to his home; I waved to him while go in my way to my house.
I backed home, then I started feel lonely so I sang. I liked to sing I always did it; in my first house I did it a lot. Everyday I sang, it's was the only thing that made me feel happy. The loneliness in my first house did threatens to strangle me, the tears in my eyes always tried break out and cover my little heart with sadness. A lonely guy it's what I am, guy without hope or anything. My heart beat's always ran fast at the sight of kids laughing, I felt like I going to hate everything. It's what I've felt, but when I started to sing my heart cleaned up from all the bad feelings and I could smile again. It's was my life way, and I accepted the sing as my only reason to stay in that life.
My song end and I opened my eyes, I took deep breath and smile came on my face. I turned my face to the window when suddenly heard someone clamp hands, I couldn't believe that but there was one girl that listened to me. My heart did start bumping fast, 'she heard me?! She did hear me! Why that happened… why now?'
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